it's been almost 7 months since my cat decided to leave, he hasn't come back yet, but he always used to leave and comeback after a few hours. He always excitedly used to run to me and try to climb me lol. I'm still afraid he might've been hurt or even dead but I really hope he's healthy where ever he is right now, even though the first possibility is bigger :c

the fact that I wanna be a femboy and I can't cuz I'm too masculine bothers me :c everyone gets to be so cute while I'm super mid